Chapter 10

“The unexamined life is not worth living.”
~ Socrates

 
“Good morning, Jonathan.”

“Good morning, Dahlia. I’ll take your suitcase to the car.”

“Thank you. There are some bags on my bed too.”

As Jonathan walked into her room, he sensed something and somehow he knew instantly the feeling was coming from the large picture over her bed. It was of a castle with a path leading up to it, and galots, ornately and intricately carved into a frame, were flying, one after the other, in a procession around the scene. As part of his profession he’d seen some of the most magnificent art in the world and they gave off a powerful energy, but this was different. He was feeling a word. He was feeling ‘enchantment.’ And it was more than just feeling it. Somehow he was living it. When he looked at the scene, it was like he entered a holodeck and he was there. “Something has happened to me,” he said to himself. “I have a new sense that’s operating because of Dahlia. I wonder what she went through to break into this level?”

He picked up her bags and glanced at the picture one more time as he turned to walk out of the room.

There was a thick fog that morning. Dahlia was quiet and Jonathan’s mind was busy searching for the word to describe what happened as they got into the car. “Surreal?” came to his mind. He drew a deep breath. “Weird?” he thought as his mind kept searching. Sometimes he wished he could just shut his mind off and rest. Having to overthink every detail of his inner and outer living gave him no peace. Sometimes he would feel overwhelmed and other times he was just weary. It was both exciting and exhausting. He wanted to be done. He wanted to find the end of the strange road he’d been on. But he knew that meant finishing all the lessons and there was no light at the end of the tunnel, especially now that Dahlia has opened a whole new world.

“Dahlia, I was up most of the night trying to figure you out. All these great minds — brilliant scientists and philosophers, artists, powerful religious and spiritual leaders, and thousands of books — and here you are with the answers.”

“I’ve thought of it as graduating from Tahl’s hidden PhD program and the tuition is your soul’s blood. You suffer and die and are resuscitated a thousand times. And you want to physically die because it would be so much easier than one more soul death. He asks the impossible of you and somehow you do it. Somehow you make it through.”

“The teachings all come out of pain in this school. I know the suffering involved in order to be able to see what all the great minds of this world saw, because I had to go through it to understand them. And now I’m past them. You have to lose so much and make so many mistakes, and trauma sends your soul searching in the depths of Tormen for answers to get out of it and be okay. People think suffering is just part of a life or the result of sin or someone not doing what they should be doing, but the mystics figured out that a secret hidden wisdom came out of suffering. But there was more to it, an even deeper meaning. You asked the next question. Do you remember it?”

“What is organically happening to someone when they are feeling pain? I meant, how should we think
about the change that is taking place in us?”

“Yes. That was the question. You knew, as they did, that the suffering was involved in the deep teachings, but because you were past their evolutionary level. It’s the channels that words flow through that change. Like a baby’s digestive track maturing to handle solid foods, your channels needed the words that came next. The hunger forces people to think about things. It makes you stop and examine something. What is used at this level to stop you and get you to look at pain itself was something more paranormal. The experience of pain you went through that was supernatural made you look at pain all by itself, not attached to any of the physical circumstances you were in. Your mind had the ability to see more because it had systematically been spending more time looking at life detached from it and not caught up in it.

“When you are caught up in the physical, you’re in the box and can’t see what’s going on from the spiritual layer. In order to stay outside the box, the spiritual has to become more dominant in your mind. It needs to play a bigger role in living your life. I’ve been calling it paranormal or supernatural, but what it really is, is reality. Living this way is being in reality instead of in the illusion where you’re clueless that we have been evolving to be able to be in an enchanted world. It’s a tedious process getting a human mind to detach to this extent. You are now capable of seeing words all by themselves which means seeing what Tahl is made of and how it all works. When words come into us in their purest form our minds automatically detach them from the physical circumstances and we see how feeling words actually work. They come in and out of your soul at the flip of a switch.

“As part of this lesson you become very detached from the outward life making it easier to stay outside the box and focus on what makes life work. It works the same as physical schools. You stop your life to go to school and then you do what you learned. When you finish auto mechanics school, you know what you can do to keep a car running well indefinitely and doing this becomes your new life. In Tahl’s school you have access to His library and when you finish His school, you know how to become immortal and making Enchanted becomes your new life.”

“Your mind reached until it made it all the way to the filing cabinets of the Central Computer. Part of your mind becomes Tahl’s mind and knows the truth about the deeper questions of life and then you can teach it to others. That’s how you answered the first question about pain and knew it was the growing pains of evolving.”

“Actually I hadn’t quite made it there yet. There are evolutionary thinkers who know that pain is part of evolving. I reached it when I asked the next question that has never been answered, ‘What for?’ They knew there was a divine purpose in our evolutionary process but couldn’t answer the ‘question what are we evolving for’ or ‘what is it exactly that is happening to us?’ Can you answer that?”

“Our spiritual layer is waking up and our 600 abilities are developing and getting stronger so we can operate our new life when the Earth transfers into a higher frequency.”

“Excellent. So now when you go through something horrendous, you don’t see the particular situation and ask why. The words automatically come into your mind that it’s doing something to develop your higher functions.”

“That one answer is the key to move everyone to the next level where they can ask any question and get an answer. Write these questions down, and if you can answer them, write the answer too, otherwise I will give it to you.”

“Okay, I’m ready.”

“What makes someone reach?”

“The rug gets pulled out from under their life and they search for answers until life words again and they are okay.”

“Good. Who’s making life not work?”

“The Nucleus?”

“Yes. Why does the Nucleus make the car break down?”

Jonathan thought for a moment. “I don’t know.”

“I’ll give you hint. It’s happening now.”

“The radiation from the 2012 galactic alignment?”

“Good. At the lower levels, something just had to go wrong to get us to ask questions. The higher level questioning involved a gland in your head called the pineal gland. It is called the “third eye” because it is the spiritual seeing of evolved channels. When it’s time for someone to have the rug pulled out, they go through very stressful events, the chemistry levels drop in their bodies which caused them to pull in radiation from modern technology and the galactic alignment. The radiation causes a reprogramming of the DNA in their spiritual channels so they evolve and need higher frequency words running through them. We are okay and not okay depending on whether the words we have match the level of evolution of the channels. The radiation is actually damaging us and we have difficulty sleeping because the pineal gland has to do with the regulation of sleep. As part of our programming to survive, we respond by going into meditative states which give the body more rest making up for the sleep deprivation and starting us on the mystical path to find the answers to being healed. But it’s much more than than just repairing the damage. On this journey we figure out how to become immortal. It becomes a vicious cycle of stress depleting the nutrients of the body, weakening the function of all the glands, which not only allows but actually starts to pull in more radiation, and you detach more from the outward life and reach for another source of life. Microwave ovens and the way we’ve been producing our foods are helping this along. We eat organically and take vitamins and do things to try to improve the digestive system so we can get the nutrients we need but the radiation is too strong. We have to connect to the new supply.

“That’s what the pain is… a hunger.”

“Yes. The physical starvation is mirroring the hunger of our spiritual layer for the truth about what is going on and getting us to the place we are all going. There are the two basic things are causing the hunger. Our growing channels constantly need higher words and are reaching for the next words that match them as their frequency risee. Then we need our the physical circumstances to match what we know. Everything is one. We are connected to our environment and interact with it. Even with all that I know, I am still in a get deal of pain because I don’t have the life that matches the words that I am made out of. My abilities are developed and need to function in the place I belong. So my brain is running around the Central Computer’s filing cabinets and reaching for what else I need to know to make that life.”

“We each have a unique design for a unique function. When it was time for me to begin to go through the last phase of my evolution, I took a detour. I’ve thought of myself as Macy in The Wizard of Oden. When they are on the yellow brick road, she gets carried off to the witches’ castle for awhile. The circumstance of my life were orchestrated so that I would lose all the chemistry in my body which causes it to draw in every form of radiation. I nearly died, then continued fighting the health issues for the next 19 years while all Tormen broke loose in my life. As I went from level to level the lessons got harder and the rules more restricted keeping the pain at the level it needed to be to keep the spiritual layer dominant. I became aware of the best ways to take care of the physical body but didn’t have the time or money to do it. Then when I reached the next level, I realized it didn’t matter. Anti-aging is on its way out because it’s not enough. At this level, hanging on to it is seen as a hopeless battle against Tormen. The last of the negative combinations of words to keep you in pain are maxing out and they are too powerful to fight.

“You see how hopeless it is to remain in this life.  You’ve been pulling in strings of words because of the pain. The feeling there are no more tears left to cry, being weary and weak and not able to fight against Tormen destroying your body and your life anymore, your youth spent and a quality life is over, being at the end of what you can stand and not wanting to live, feeling like you can’t make it another day, wishing you were dead so you wouldn’t have to feel it anymore — all of these thought feelings that you have no control over are making survival in a mortal body impossible. In the previous levels fighting was difficult. But in this level the rules change and it’s impossible. I nearly died, and nearly ended up homeless and on the streets, and I used what I had learned about think-feeling to create a nice life. But then the battle waged on stronger in my mind. The Great Darkness created new kinds of triggers in my mind that reverie therapy can’t locate. We don’t have physicians to handle the higher frequency health issues. You’re being has evolved and its issues are beyond the help of the mortal life. There are no remedies and no bandages out there to enable you to survive in this frequency level and you can’t get into the next one yet. Your channels can’t to reach and connect to that life so you struggle to breathe using whatever you can and the pain of not being who and where you belong is your being evolving.

“If you try the latest alternative medicine therapy, or wonder fruit, it will make you may feel worse or maybe you just won’t know what you’re feeling. This level is where you give up the fight against Tormen, trying to make this life better. Making believe is no longer about creating a life as you know it. It’s about a very different life. A sign that it’s happening will be beyond the paranormal level you have come to know in the Darkness. You let go of the dreams of that level and focus on creating Enchantra, something you can’t imagine, something entirely different. It’s a life born out of the intensified Murphy’s Law where everything you touch turns to gold takes on a new meaning no one has never seen. You will evolve the channels that can focus all your attention units on this completely unknown way of life, so you aren’t running around looking for answers anywhere else. None of them can be distracted by the life behind you. You are incapable of being reconnected to that life and you have to know that clearly, feel it and no words can be coming into your mind telling you that you can make a positive life in this frequency level. You need all your thought feeling energy focused on Enchantra. When Macy was locked in the castle, the witch turned over one of those time pieces with the sand in it. We are in a race against time. I have to integrate with my other half and make my life Enchantra before Tormen has destroyed my body.

“This is the time when the negative combinations of words manifest their most highly evolved definitions and humanity goes through the final phase of our evolution. Life gets so complex and complicated and crazy and can’t be fixed by anything. The entire planet has the rug pulled out from under it. Everyone learns what is going on as the last of the negative words are used up and it’s time to get out of here and be who we really are. Like Macy melted the witch with water, we don’t know exactly how it will happen but we know that we become the secret way to stop the words of Tormen from destroying us and the planet. The moment in time is upon us when the worst of the negative words are released and we all will be highly evolved and fighting together to complete what we have to do. We don’t have much time left to rescue everything by transferring it into Enchantra.”

“So little things going wrong, like your car breaking down, is for the same reason the radiation from the dark hole rewriting the DNA in the channels causing all Tormen to break loose?”

“Yes. Every negative thing since the beginning of human history has been part of the same process.

“There is very little evolutionary progress taking place as a result of one little problem but it’s best not to judge, except to compare the amount of progress and the speed at which it’s taking place, because all growth is equally vital to the whole process. In terms speed and amount, there can be no significant progress until people are aware of what has been going on. It takes a stick of dynamite worth of negative things going off in their personal life to wake up and look at the negative things and become desperate to have positive things again so they aren’t in pain. When this happens, the radiation begins rewriting the code telling the channels to start evolving. They get hungry, making you reach. Being stripped of life working, and being in overwhelming emotional pain, is the only way a human will start asking the questions and be able to learn the language to unlock the door out of Tormen.

“There are hundreds of little things in our life that make it run smoothly that we take for granted, like always remembering where we have parked our car. If everything goes normal, you don’t think about it. But in this new level, the rules change and Murphy’s Law takes over, one by one, in every area of your life. When it happens, it’s so extreme, there’s no question that it’s paranormal. There won’t be any nonspiritual people in the foxhole. The higher realm of Tahl has made its presence known to make everyone ask the ‘whys’ about life and get the words for their new channels.”

“So we screw up our own lives by reaching?”

“Well, yes and no. We would never deliberately ask for painful circumstances so we get the new data we need, but we are desperately asking to be okay and happy. It’s a very focused desperation coming from deep within our hearts. Our hearts have the strongest energy there is and when it learns what we want, we’re in trouble. In order to be happy, we have to pull in the strings of words the Nucleus has lined up to make our lives go crazy. This program has been running on a small level since the beginning of our lives in Tormen but in order to be okay now, we have to be in Enchantra. I know this place is Tormen. I am very sensitive to everything that is wrong. I can’t be okay with just a nice life. I have to have all the things I’ve figured out.”

“Going to the witch’s castle means you pulled in something worse than the others and experienced a deeper level of pain. Something was being done to you that was different, and that sent your mind reaching up to the next level for answers,” Michael concluded.

Dahlia looked at him amazed at how his brain worked.

“Yes, something different did happen. It was a place I went to in Tormen.” 

She’d never encountered anyone who’s mind was as evolved as his.

“Your mind is very highly developed and you are correct, you are far beyond the others. The proof of the level of renewal of the mind is the ability to see differences and how well you can articulate your level compared to other levels. I know what you had to go through to say those few things you just said. I know because I’m at the end. My brain is the most renewed of anyone’s for a particular function at this time. We are all custom designed. Just follow my teachings and continue evolving and you’ll go down the same path and be able to answer all the questions yourself. It will happen like magic.

“I will give you what you need to know about me for now. Remember the map I showed you in my wallet? It was sketched from a birthmark on my lower back. Think of me as the last of the prophets, a high tech, extremely powerful prophet. Prophets show the future. My struggle now to make my new life before this one destroys my body is a picture of the future. And I am getting things ready for the great ones who will feed the world.  Tahl is going to download the basic instructions into me to build the Palace of the Nine. Some of the ancients speak of the return of nine tahls, five men and four women. This is the home of the great nine, only instead of five and four, it’s eight men and one woman.”

Jonathan remembered the picture in her room. “The picture over your bed. That’s the Palace. Even the picture of it is powerful. It talked to me.”

“What did it say?”

“Just one word — enchantment.”

“That’s the higher experience of think-feeling a word. It can happen when you are reading or looking at something. It’s one of the 600 spiritual abilities that are developing as you are learning to operate at a higher frequency. Cool. Huh?”

“Very.”

“It will evolve into you being able to handle whole paragraphs being download in a split second.”

“Paragraphs?”

“Yes, you’ll recognize them when it happens. You don’t want it to happen too soon or it will hurt because your channels can’t handle it. Even at the high levels it still hurts to try and do something or understand something if you aren’t ready.”

“This is an interesting topic. The Palace is located over the Fountain. The energy there requires that you be resonating with its very high frequency to be able to remain on the property. If you’re too low, you may be able to handle it for awhile, but then it will get too painful and you will need to leave. The ones who are going to live there will have gone through the darkest places of the Great Darkness to have very highly evolved channels for the energy on those islands.”

“When I faced death, it was a medical condition that was the most insidious ever created by the negative combination of words because it involved both my physical and spiritual layers. Then having reached this place of utter terror, the next stage began, and in my weak and dying condition, I was put through tests. I journaled everything but was told to throw it away and begin again making the teachings more precise and clearer. The other things in the journal however were not rewritten. It wasn’t necessary for the world to read the morbid details. No one else would ever have to pass through that part of Tormen. I reached the furthest depths of Tormen to be able to show others the way to the high places they need to find.

“While I was going through this, I was reading the books of the mystics and ran across an edited version of an original I had read a few months before. The editor left the things out that his channels hadn’t gone through. He couldn’t relate to the language so he interpreted what he could and did it according to his level of evolution and discarded the next higher experiences probably thinking it was useless to anyone. He actually use the word morbid to describe them. I was very fortunate to have been able to read the original version. My morbid words describing the place no one else would ever go to would not have helped anyone but hers comforted me. Because I was at a higher level, I could see all the different levels and I knew why he left them out. The words would have caused him pain on a few levels. He was an author specializing in deep books which he republish and sold. Higher words would disturb his pride and the foundation of the world he’d built that is keeping him going. We can’t pull the life out from under a person. We learn to avoid people who aren’t desperate and open. We learn to keep our higher language to ourselves because we don’t want to be crucified like Jadahl because He threatened their life support system. Better to wait until the Nucleus takes it away.”

Dahlia had driven past two airports, was passing the third, and now Jonathan was curious.

“Are we driving to Germany?”

She loved his charm. “We have to make a stop in Jasmine Beach for some perspective. Our flight is not until four o’clock this afternoon.”

Dahlia parked the car. “I had been parking my car on this street for years before I knew why. Then I came here nine months ago and was shown something I’m going to show you.”

Dahlia lead Jonathan down the street towards the ocean and then they turned and went down to a coffee shop where she liked the spiced hot tea. “We’re going to cross the street at the light, then I’ll show you why we’re here.”

Jasmine Beach was quaint and very special. There were people who lived there who had the money to live anywhere in the world but had made their home in this little Enchantra. As Dahlia and Jonathan reached the other side of the street, she turned around and pointed up. “Do you see the blue house above the coffee shop? Make a mental note of where it is. We need to walk up to a path that follows along the ocean. It’s this way.”

They wound their way up the stairs behind a hotel to the path. The sun was so bright, the waves of the ocean looked like a transparent liquid jade as they rolled over each other and the foam was white as snow. The hill between the path and the sand below was covered with gardens with many different varieties of unusual plants. As they approached the famous gazebo, along the path, Dahlia began to explain the lesson.

“The Palace of the Nine is the size of Happyland, about a mile wide and two miles deep. Now mentally sketch a cross with the top starting here at this gazebo running down to the center where my car is parked and extending a distance twice that length. Then imagine the cross bar extending out to that blue house, then extending the opposite direction the same distance. If you lay that sketch to scale over a map of Happyland, it lines up perfectly. This gazebo had a pier that started at the base of where stands and extended out into the ocean that was washed away by a storm and never rebuilt. The Palace tower that stands here on the sketch will have a main kitchen large enough to feed the 1089 people who live on the Palace grounds and there will be a second kitchen and stage at the bottom of this tower and seating on a platform that will extend out into the ocean. If money was not object and the size and quantity of any material was available, what do you see all this primarily being constructed out of?”

The answer came quickly, as if the words had bypassed his brain and fell out of his mouth, “It needs to be a white stone and crystal.”

Dahlia knew it would take him some time to get into the project and figure it out. “I was thinking the same thing. We are done here. Let’s continue the lesson in Germany.”