Chapter 27

“Relationships have a direct and profound influence on your health.”
~ Dr. James Said

If your heart is not in love with your other half and integrating with it, there is a deep longing, a need crying out from every cell of your body that if not met is far more destructive than any other disease or death causing force both physical and spiritual.
If your heart is not in love with your other half, you can complete the journey to all truth, remove all emotional and physical toxins from your body, become very rich, travel the world seeing all the beauty there is to see, hearing the greatest music there is to hear, have a home on an organic farm, doing yoga, exercising and eating a raw food diet — all this will only be throwing buckets of water on a house that’s burning down.

Your heart holds the key to life and death.

 
“Jonathan, can we do some recording tonight? I want to start addressing how people find their other half. As I practice speaking to you, the words get clearer. The technical language is very demanding. It needs to be said perfectly. Wordiness is caused by being the mystical in-training language and other
incorrect combinations of words that need to be let go. The more I speak the more the old words are removed and the technical language evolves.”

“I’ll call Michael and we will be over soon.”

“Thank you.”

Michael and Jonathan arrived on Dahlia’s doorstep and watched as Fantasy climbed up the stairs, ending another day of feline adventures.

“Well who are you?” Michael said as he picked up Fantasy and petted her.

“Michael meet Fantasy. Fantasy, this is Michael.”

Dahlia opened the door and Michael handed Fantasy to her. “She’s beautiful like her mom.”

“Thank you, Michael,” she blushed.

“What a great apartment! Where did you get these pieces?”

“They’re my design.”

“Wow!”

“Come sit. I’ll get us some tea and be right back.”

Jonathan set the recorder in the middle of the table and took out his notebook and pen.

Dahlia returned with a tray and set it on the table. “Michael, Jonathan and I are having a muffin recipe competition. These are my favorite muffins. I hope you like them. Go ahead and turn on the recorder Jonathan.”

Dahlia: “We’re going to talk about emotions. Understanding what they are doing is really important to being an observer. You are driven through the changes in your life by how a particular place makes you feel and that has to do with whether the people in that place are feeding you the emotions you need. They say life is about relationships and it’s the emotions that are being exchanged that makes them work or not and gets us down our path.

“We are all part of Tahl’s being and we have a particular location in His being and a particular location in the physical layer. When we were separated beginning at the Tower to Tahl, Humpty Dumpty fell off the wall and all the kings horses and all the kings men haven’t been able to put Him back together again. Instead we have thousands of different towers being built. Tahl is going to give us very specific instruction now to build the one tower the right way. He’s given us one language that is going to bring us all back together to build it. We are the stones. Each stone is made white and is set in its place where no other stone fits. It finds its place using its emotions.

“Now think of earth as a puzzle of channels all out of place. Ultimately you are going to be attracted to the ones next to you that you are supposed to be integrated with to get the Fountain flow going through you to the next ones around you so we get the network put together right for the flow to get to everyone.

“Love has the highest energy, both to give life and to take it away, and its greatest positive expression will flow into us when we get ourselves in our locations. The highest manifestation of love that is experienced is between twins. Putting the pieces of Tahl together to create our new life begins with putting twins together.

“We have been separated to such an extreme that finding this person has literally become looking for a needle in the haystack. We write and rewrite lists of what we want but what we really go on is how someone makes us feel for as long as they make us feel that way. This is because we have progressed from arranged marriages that worked at that time to this highest evolutionary place where something deep inside of us knows about the Fountain and knows only one person can channel the flow into us that is going to keep flowing so the relationship continues.

“If you have been single you know that this subject has become what you want to talk about more than anything else. Even the ones who think they are complete in themselves know that thinking about their twin has become their north, the place their mind goes when it is not occupied by the outside life. Their being knows where we are in our evolution. It knows it’s close the the time that we enter the Ark, two by two, to make the transfer to Enchantra.

“Everyone has to finish their portion of every kind of love’s negative combinations of words, the Illusion Age expression of love. We have reached our ability to handle being separated as far as possible to run out the last and worst expression of these words. We cannot survive without a flow of words so once person finishes their negative words, positive combinations of words have to start coming in. These teachings are going to enable mankind to welcome the worst of them and make it out the other side. The higher and stronger you get, the worse it gets. The more we are equipped and empowered by understanding what is going on, the faster the negative words come in and the more difficult they are to make us even stronger. We are now in hyper drive to get to the end while the Universe is releasing the last and worst of the them.

“The divorce rate is well on its way to getting as high as possible as being able to stay in a relationship has become increasingly more difficult as we process the more complex separating negative words. The internet is enabling us to pull in the worst of them. It is isolating society and also subdividing into the most peculiar, bizarre and insane groups.

“When people are single they run a unique program of aberrations. When people are alone in their own private surroundings they begin to acquire habits and a lifestyle that is aberrated. They also look around at couples and feel unwanted, unworthy and like a misfit. Because of this when they try to start a relationship they have unique problems that instantly begin to sabotage the relationship. As the chain of breakups get longer, they accumulate more programs that get keyed in when they try to start any new relationship. It’s all compounded by the fact that they feel at home being single. So now they need the connection and intimacy but they want to be alone so they can run their comfortable, aberrated programs.

“Once we hit the end of the worst of the negative combinations of words we each need to process, it’s time to be reconnected. To do this you just have to see clearly with the technical language what is going on and you automatically start to reprogram. The singles’ fears of a new relationship that have been amassed are just programs. Once people see what has happened to them and why, they can deprogram themselves and run married programs. It is a very complicated job but they will find it fascinating. First you learn and become aware, then become very conscious of everything you’ve been made aware of. Just like everything else that is needed to create Enchantra the only thing you need in order to upgrade your computer and run the twin marriage programs, the highest definition and expression of marriage, is knowledge. Read and study everything the Universe sends to you and your brain will process it, assimilate it, throw out what’s wrong, evolve what’s right automatically. It doesn’t matter how aberrated you get, it’s only programs and each one of them runs out of negative combinations of words right when it’s time for you to shift and pull in the positive combinations of words.

“The other piece that is helpful is to understand how the mind takes in new information and immediately associates it with what it has in the library of its life. As a relationship starts, the minds links it up to what is similar and reacts. The reactive mind has made them the same and the rational mind immediately needs to see the difference between the present and the past information it just pulled out of a file. When you get practice at this you stop misinterpreting the present and you will compare it to the past and use the past to find the new teaching in the present. Experiences don’t repeat the same things as your reactive mind would have you think. There’s always differences that are there to teach you, something new to evolve you. This exercise upgrades you. We see what is wrong clearly, see how it is supposed, and this knowing rearranges the words you are made of and adds new ones, automatically reprogramming you.

“People will be using quantum physics in order to get good at this. You have to recall and organize everything in all the relationships that was something you want. Remember and feel the best things you’ve experienced. Being in a good marriage is the closest to the highest experience of it when we have integrated with our twin. Being single gives you the time you need to think about what a good relationship is like. And you have the time to become very aware of things. Now you have to feel what it’s like to be in a higher frequency relationship. Married people have a different body language. Notice it when you are out in public. Notice the various kinds of energy single people send out, the peculiarities and insecurities. See the difference. This awareness will change your energy so you attract marriage.

“Begin to think about what the next level of your evolution is going to be like. You are going to run the upgraded marriage program of Illusion Age. Integrating with your other half is to begin to run programs that are the best of both worlds, you are one yet two, single and married, mingled together. You are going to feel the evolved form of the freedom of being single and doing what you want when you want. The way this happens is by the experience of being one being with this person. You both like the same things. You don’t have to compromise or give anything up. You are on the same page wanting to do the same thing at the same time. You like that same food, the same music, the same movies. You feel like doing the same thing at the same time. The physical layer of a malmef are the male or female version of one being. Integrating with your other half is to become all that you can be as one and two both at the same time. To experience the oneness that is born out of the separateness and isolation and aloneness is far more than we can begin to imagine but as we get a glimpse we have no problem letting go of our programs and leaving our homes here in Tormen.

“Becoming this being is to evolve the best of both programs into one that doesn’t even compare to anything that is experienced in the Illusion Age. It’s part of the next reality, beyond this life. There’s something very important people need to be aware of. We are only partially connected to our environment. There is a flow that runs between people and the environment and it requires a triangle of communication to be fully felt. The most powerful triangle is the male half of a malmef the female half and the environment. Basically we figure out that life is dead if we aren’t sharing it with our twin. In the disconnected state of the illusion age, we have been experiencing our environment differently depending on who we are with. If we are alone, we experience food, scenery, everything differently than if we are with someone. We have noticed that it’s more alive when we are with people. And we can be made aware that we experience those things differently if we are with a crowd, with our family, or with our best friend. It changes every time we change who we are with. When you find your twin, the way you experience life is not like anything you’ve ever known. Your environment becomes alive in ways you have never experienced before and earth becomes a completely new world.”

Jonathan: “I suppose the leap into the metaphysical world and going through the shifts gets us used to
this. It becomes our new home and there’s no going back.”

Dahlia “Yes, I remember being afraid of going back to normal and losing the metaphysical life. But at some point I was so evolved, I knew I was a different being and there was no way I’d be normal again. I had no doubt that something extraordinary was happening not only to me but to mankind and the planet and what I was experiencing as life was only going to get more incredible. I was able to let go of anything and everything. We are in the post-modern age but to remain in the definition of ‘quantum physics’ that is being manifested now is to be stuck — to be going sideways. No matter how great something is, you must get really good at staying aware of being ready to let it go if you are going to evolve to the highest levels. Miracles and other religious supernatural phenomenon, the mystical coincidences we call synchronicities, psychic abilities, paranormal encounters, creating a ‘paradise on earth’ type of life with your thoughts, different consciousnesses — all of the amazing metaphysical experiences are part of the path where you experience the initial raising of your frequency, the jump start out of being physical minded to an awareness of our spiritual layer. But you aren’t supposed to make a whole life centered around these things or you stay stuck in that life-changing first step towards the enchanted frequency. I call it the honeymoon stage. You have to evolve past it.

“Tahl has to allow us to feel our true condition so what we have doesn’t work anymore. It has to stop feeding people so they are okay. Feeling your deep need for the Fountain food makes you leave where you are and reach. If your mind and heart aren’t in a lot of discomfort and your life isn’t characterized by a lot of very deep pain, beyond something of this world, you are not evolving new channels to receive new words and higher definitions. You’re not undergoing the surgery to be able to integrate with your twin and experience the enchanted living. If you don’t live a life of always being ready to completely let go of everything around you, you’re stuck moving sideways instead of up.

“Michael, are you following this okay? Do you have a question?”

“I’m doing fine. I do have a question from last night’s discussion about everything being words. You’ve also said that there is no science beyond quantum physics. I guess that means we are supposed to stop there and get our definition of it clearer. Quantum refers to the smallest fundamental unit of energy, and quantum physics says that everything is energy. How do we put the next level of this, the truth that everything is made of words together with everything is energy?”

“An excellent question. Remember that even if I say the words to you, which I about to do right now, you won’t be able to see the answer.”

“Yes, I totally get that. It I don’t have the upgrade to run the program, the words you say won’t download. I won’t be able to them for what they are.”

“Excellent. You know from your work that past memories carry with them a negative charge that can create a lot of problems in a person’s life when they are triggered. The answer to your question is words have a power system like a battery and energy is the blood of that system. Words send out a charge that is positive or negative and stronger and weaker depending on their context. The ‘water’ of a ‘waterfall’ is more powerful than the ‘water’ of a ‘fishbowl.’ The definition of ‘power’ includes an understanding of Tahl’s higher and lower frequency layers. Words behave differently in the two different layers. When we raise this lower frequency to where it’s supposed to be, the ‘Earth’ and ‘people’ are going to manifest a clearer definition of what they are. When we raise the Earth’s frequency ‘Earth’ and ‘people’ are going to be something very new and different. Any life we try to have on Earth in its present frequency level is only more of the same. We’re going sideways. The integral group that saw they were at different levels and that things were going somewhere looked back and saw that the quantum physics people were stuck. The bigger picture of this is to see what the real stuck is all about. It’s the physical layer of Tahl temporarily being in a lower energy frequency than its ideal state.

“While we are talking about quantum physics, we should make ‘consciousness’ clearer too because it is consciousness that sends the thoughts on our quantum physics vision boards out into the Field to create. People are conscious because it is part of the definition or design of ‘people’ — part of the words we are made of, like having a nose and being able to smell. Consciousness is a function of the spiritual layer of our brain we can’t see that we call our mind. Consciousness is a specific arrangement of words that, among other things, manifests itself as awareness of being an individual. It’s interesting to note that people have to have a brain to have the co-tahl consciousness that we have. Anesthetics turns off the part of the brain that is made of the ‘consciousness’ of a ‘person’ just like death shuts them off.

“We should quit here. It’s getting late. Michael, may I come see your lab tomorrow?”

“Of course. I’d love to show it to you.”

“Call you in the morning?”

“Yes. Great!”