Chapter 33

“Be still. Stillness reveals the secrets of eternity.”
~ Lao Tzu

“So the darkness shall be the light, and the stillness the dancing.”
~ T. S. Elliot

“Space and silence are two aspects of the same thing. The same no-thing. They are externalization of inner space and inner silence, which is stillness: the infinitely creative womb of all existence.”
~ Eckhart Tolle

 
The pastor was followed by many who waited in line to meet Dahlia, so many with questions, others with grateful hearts, and many feeling overwhelmed by her presence, shaking her hand, speechless and happy just to be close to her. She found the words they wanted to say in their eyes and she smiled. So many years of not being able to connect with anyone and now the sweet flow of love came through so many.

The last person left and Michael led Dahlia back outside followed by the owner of the building.

“Such a lovely old building,” Dahlia commented as she watched the two magnificent outside doors being latched together.

“Yes, it was bought by my very eccentric and wealthy great great grandfather and although we can only use it when the whole family is here, we couldn’t let it go. We’ve love it so. And now I think I know why we were supposed to keep it. It was blessed by you being here Dahlia. Thank you so very much for all this way for us. We will all work very hard helping one another as you have asked.”

As he shook their hands and wished them good night, he turned and went down one of the old stone streets that all seemed to lead to the building with the latched doors. It was an energy thing. Dahlia and Michael said good night as well and stopped to look at the doors once more before leaving.

Michael took Dahlia’s arm inside of his and lead her down the street. “Can I ask you more about our two minds?”

“Yes, please. I need help. I’ve been down thousands more painful wrong roads than others will ever have to, to find the path for everyone else to follow to get to the truth about how it all works but I need to be asked questions so the teachings can finish evolving. Everyone is my other half helping me get my portion done. What’s your question?”

“How do you know when what you are focused on the right thing? I mean how do you know it’s Tahl’s exact thoughts.”

“That is the exact question I asked when this teaching came in. You do know and you don’t know. That is part of the path. What you know is that you are evolving, being guided from within and your mind is organically reaching Tahl’s and you’re hearing Him speaking to you and you are thinking like Him. You know that you have to articulate what is happening and how it’s happening. But you don’t know how close you are and until you are there you aren’t sure which thoughts are not Tahl’s. You are making a transition from outwardly manipulating your life to operating your life with your mind. Practices like meditation and Yoga are the mystical beginnings of training your mind to stop thinking, stop seeing the world as solid and something to be moved physically. When you quiet your thoughts, you are shutting down the program of changing your life outwardly. Those channels begin to evolve, the structure of your mind begins to unwire and rewire, your outward life is effected as you begin the new way to live your life connected to Tahl.

“So back to your question. You are a puppet for awhile while the change is taking place. You pass through the mystical helplessness — feeling completely out of control, nothing working anymore the old manipulating way, everything in your life being taken away, being miserable — all to make you see Tormen and force your being to evolve, reach desperately to have the mind and power to create Enchantra. It’s articulating clearly how it works, running the same programs as Tahl, that will eventually evolve the ‘knowing’ to that exact place you want. There is pain in not knowing the exact one, the exact place and the exact time. It is doing a lot to evolve us and wanting the information makes you work hard at reaching.

“You are a piece of technology that is being trained through this experience of getting out of Tormen using your mind on the way to the more sophisticated technical operating of Enchantra. There are a lot of mystical shifts, upgrading of the technology, as you reach a higher level learning how you work in connection with Tahl. Evolving is building up to it in steps, none of which you can skip. Every tear, every ounce of anger, every feeling of hopelessness, every thought of wanting to be dead — you are going to feel every growth pain and every one of them is doing something important to make your technology function the way it has to in order for you to live at the higher frequency of Enchantra.

“When people know how everything works and know what’s going on part that part of their brain’s neural network is exactly the same and the spiritual layer, your mind, the channels that went through the evolutionary process to figure out the truth is His mind. They are one and you are given the information to make good decisions, you interpret what is going on accurately and you know the right way to do everything. The unevolved mind is a spiritual neural network of words in the wrong order, with extra words and missing words. Tahl’s mind has them all in order and perfect. The unevolved mind goes on detours to figure things out becoming Tahl’s mind knowing what is going on. Tahl’s mind knows there’s a Plan, a blueprint of what exactly needs to happen at every moment, and He is given exactly what to do and you will be just like Him creating your way out of Tormen.

“Tahl’s mind is a higher frequency so, in the Night, life gets intensely complicated to force your mind to have to function to handle more data and at a higher speed It will be retrieving numerous files at one time, processing more information, comparing and seeing more differences — learning. And we are forced to unwire and rewire faster and faster by the physical circumstances set up by the Programmer sending words into our minds, that get manifested, and instructions into gotals to do things in our lives so it gets even more challenging in this school. This tedious battle increases its capacity to run the complex, high level programs Tahl’s mind runs.

“The manipulating mind is a conn. Things and people are toys it plays with. It’s in self-destruct mode, making life crazy and destroying everything including the Earth. It needs to grow up. The mind that is becoming one with Tahl’s mind does the opposite. It’s healing and putting things in order. It makes rehabilitates people and makes lives better. It rescues and restores. It forms the thoughts in your mind to make it’s surroundings a paradise. When you see the difference between the two minds, you will manifest those words and become Tahl’s thinking walking on Earth to fix everything.

“You get out of the box and observe with the part of your mind that is Tahl’s mind. You look at what is going on and how it works using that mind. That mind is the Observer. When you are asking the deeper questions you are wanting the files your mind that is Tahl’s mind can access. Tahl’s mind is focused and creating the enchanted world. Tahl’s mind is what makes you ache for your twin and to be all that you can be. When you know about your twin and how it works, those words create the pain, the longing, in your heart that is the energy behind creating what needs to happen to pull your twin in.

“The data in your files are rewritten using the higher definitions of the words in the perfect order that are in Tahl’s mind. The strings of words that make up the spiritual neural network, the channels with the incorrect and missing information you live by, each evolve until they are Tahl’s. Your entire network of illusion truth, what you think life is, is replaced by the truth about what’s really going on and you evolve out of the illusion life and become who you really are. Once your mind matches Tahl’s mind, your mind has become His mind and you aren’t going to be able to separate them. It’s still your mind but it’s His mind. Yours and His. Tahl is all words but there are no duplicates of the strings of words that are put together. There’s only one set of the strings of words that are truth. We share them as one mind. When you have all the correct knowledge about the mind and what’s been going on and how things work, your physical brain network is wired right you are connected and integrated and you literally have access to all the information in Tahl’s mind about everything, complete omniscience, so that you have anything and everything you need to do your job. If it hasn’t already been delivered, just ask.”

“So you have a facet picture for that teaching?”

“Yes, think about books. When you have several copies of a book. It’s a book. One book. All the strings of words are the same. No other author is going to write his book using those strings of words. So when we have the exact same strings of words in our mind, it’s one mind. The spiritual layer doesn’t have mass and space. There aren’t seven billion copies. Just one.”

“Okay, I have to think about that one.”

“Here we are in Italy and I love pizza. Think we can find some pizza? We can sit and I you can help me by letting me speak the pieces I’ve put together from the last few weeks to the piece I’m putting into place now. I was going to talk about the path to our twin as far as I’ve gotten in the next global teaching. As I speak to you it will get clearer and then when I give the class, it will be as it needs to be for this moment in everyone’s life. I’ve always done this on my own and I’ve known at some point I would be given someone to practice speaking the teachings with.”

“I think I saw a nice looking restaurant on a hill as we came in, so we just need to head back and
we’ll find it.”

Michael was right. It wasn’t very far. As they passed over a bridge, there it was. It had a fountain in front and tables and chairs outside that overlooked the river that passed under the bridge they had just crossed. It was right out a movie or something too romantic and too perfect to be real.

“Michael, I don’t know if your eyes are doing the same thing mine are but this sight is beyond beautiful and that is one of the signs of having found your twin. The world becomes pre-enchanted. I have felt this before. But I’ve had my heart broken so many times by thinking a sign meant I’d found the person. We figure out what we’re looking for having the wrong ones first or the right one at the wrong time. You have to be very conscious of this or you will torture your heart by allowing it to fall in love before you know for sure. It’s a very difficult game to maneuver to just be where you are and not in the past or the future.”

“I understand that. The relationships each brought out another thing in the closet I needed to look at in the light of what was going on in the present moment of my path.”

“You’re not going to know when the closet is all cleaned out until you are beginning to integrate with your twin. So you have to just take one step at a time and see if the magic starts and doesn’t stop. It’s time when there isn’t anything left in the closet to blow a relationship apart so your twin walks into your life.”

They were greeted by a sweet old woman. “I’m Mama Liza. Please come in.”

The food smelled incredible. They didn’t need to ask for a table outside. Mama Liza was already leading
them through the door to the patio outside and she chose one of the tables that had a view of the river and was by the fireplace oven where the bread and pizzas were cooked.

They sat down and looked around. Being on a hill, the restaurant overlooked the city and they had it all. They listened to the water flowing by, warmed by the oven, watching the city lights come on and the stars appearing in the open sky between the trees that formed a canopy over the porch.. It was the twilight, the enchanted hour and somewhere someone began the romantic Italian evening serenading by playing a violin. In that moment they felt the magic and it was beyond anything either of them had ever felt before and they treasured the special moment, not thinking about what may or may not be.

Michael broke the silence, “I can do this part of the road with you Dahlia, whatever it is, wherever it’s going or not going.”

“Whatever it is. I like that.”

“What’s the title of the lesson?”

“The Integral Operating System and Finding Your Twin.”

“The technical language is not very romantic is it?” Michael announced.

“No, it’s meant to keep us on track to what we need, and not just following our emotions and getting wiped out. The mystical language is emotional. The technical language is the left brain side that will help balance the emotions.”

“I don’t think anyone will miss this one and we may get a few new recruits.” Michael said. “I think Mama Liza is coming to take our order. What kind of pizza do you like?”

“You pick. I’m sure it’s all amazing.”

“Let’s have her surprise us.”

“Of course that’s what we need to do,” Dahlia agreed.

Mama Liza told them she’d make herself just for them and put it in the fireplace oven where they would be able to watch it through the glass door. She said it would be the best pizza they ever had. She told them so many claim to have a secret sauce recipe.

“It’s not just the sauce,” she said. “It’s the person who makes it and ones who eat it that make the secret happen.”
As she walked away Michael was in awe “How did she know that? How did she know we’d get that?”

“A galot told her. They’re messing with us all the time to pull our frequencies up by all the
interaction with their frequency.”

“Okay enough of the sign talk teasing us about the future. Tell me about the Integral Operating System.”

“Several different computer operating systems have been evolving over the past decades just as mankind has operated according to the four basic structures of what life is. Beginning with the traditional and religious, there was a specific language and a set of rules that worked according to the specific beliefs of how life is supposed to be lived. It was an illusion but no one has ever had the ability to see that it wasn’t real. Not until we entered the integral stage could we look back and see that what is really going on was the truth born out of pieces we gather from all the stages mankind has a passed through. To go from older operating systems to newer ones is to learn be part of a new language and rules built from previous technological advances. To be on the cutting edge of the most fun you let go of the parts that are outdated, make the adjustments to how you do things, your operating system, and learn the new language and rules that get updated constantly. Don’t hang on, keep letting go.

“As you learn the technical language of the integral level, you become that language, those rules and you find yourself living your life according to them automatically. It gets very hard towards the end as you are reaching your twin. Now that you are aware that you are a computer, you learn about catching viruses. Viruses are programs we run that are messing up our lives until our reactive mind is emptied, the closet is clean.

“I’m going to interject something here. The gift of languages passes through stages. At first it was to spread teachings, and now it is comfort for pain. In the future it will have another use. The reactive mind keeps you from touching a stove once you learn what hot is. At the end of the path through the relationships that trigger the reactive mind and blow the relationship apart, it has a positive function again. It acts as a firewall against viruses.

“You will reach the place where you are ready for your twin, and anyone else you bring in will trigger your reactive mind, everything will flood in like an alarm system. Unlike what happened before when the reactive mind took over and created drama, now you see the email is spam and you don’t open it unless you want to crash and have to pay someone to fix you. At this level you are very sensitive, a fearful awareness of programs that are going to cause you a lot of pain making it impossible to stay in a relationship once a virus is detected. You need this. At this level where the intensity of needing to be integrated with your other half is at its highest, and now as maxed out polarized people, moved away from each other which began at he Tower where physical languages began our separation, we are spiritually deep with so much that is amazing that is difficult to let go of in order to keep shifting to higher states. “And at the same time we’re running the reactive mind programs that sabotage relationships and have now gone deeper than this. We’re not only polarized from each other, we’re polarized within ourselves and we’ve been able to survive this way up to this point. But we can’t be highly evolved and have the highly evolved bad programs running. It won’t just mean the end of relationships, it is causing us to really mess ourselves up and enter dark nights to get fixed so we can keep going.

“The past has to be dealt with and the mistakes we make now and then we have to see the death of ego and stop running the program of feeling like we are in control and make choices and run a separate individual agendas trying to do the right thing and being responsible for not doing the right thing. Your dark night shows you that you are going to see that what you do is not something you control or are responsible for. The mystical union is having your brain rewired to be able to see that you are a puppet of Tahl’s plan. Everything you have ever done is something you only felt like you were figuring out and doing. Once you see how everything works, then everything you do is good and this is how people have to be operating in order to survive at this level of our evolution.  It’s a very complex and sophisticated ability to be able to see where we are now with all the different highly evolved programs we are running that are at odds with each other and why we’ve had to enter the Great Night now.

“Staying up to speed with the technology of your soul needs to mirror being on the cutting edge of the physical technological evolution. This is how you will be the technology of our life in Enchantra.”

“That’s good stuff, Dahlia. when do you think you want to have the class?”

“I don’t know it just happens when it’s supposed to and in the meantime it keeps getting tweaked in my brain and finishes evolving as I send it out into the world.”

Mama Liza returned with plates and cleared a space in between and pulled the sizzling pizza out. She didn’t say a word as she set the pizza down in front of them. Then she bowed as if she were serving a king and queen, then turned and walked back to the kitchen.

“Look at it. Everything has been laid on it like a piece of artwork.”

They sat and looked at it for awhile giving it time to cool then Michael cut it and gave and piece to Dahlia, then one for himself. They each lifted their pieces their hands and simultaneously took that first bite off the end. Then the next one and the next one.

“It’s working, huh?” Michael commented.

“Yes, the last bite tasted as delicious as the first bite.”

“How is that happening.”

“Remember to think technically, programs and words are switching on and off. It’s been happening slow so we don’t freak out because our minds weren’t able to think of ourselves as working technically. The way part of it works is the fully evolved taste buds can make every bite different by intensifying each of the different flavors in different combinations. We’ll be able to control it with our minds if we want to or put it on random and it will do it the way it wants to automatically. Before you reach this level, in your pre-Enchantra state, you become more conscious that you are experiencing something different each time you do whatever it is. With food you may notice that if you eat one thing on your plate, the flavor dies, but if you go back and forth between the different foods, the flavor stays like the first bite each time. You may wonder if it has always been this way, and you didn’t have the awareness that this is how it was, not the consciousness to pay attention to it. The awareness can be given for many things in your life and you will be made aware of how much variety there has been that you weren’t aware of.”

With that awareness Michael commented, “It’s happening now to me. I’m tasting the sauce more with this bite.”

“I’m tasting the toastiness of the crust.”

They savored each bite until the pizza was all gone.

“What is being created with this awareness?”

Very good question. First of all, back to te basic understand ing of what is going on, the word ‘awareness’ is evolving. Awareness creates more awareness until you don’t need anymore awareness because the lessons are done. When the word ‘awareness’ in you is manifesting itself like this, it is near the end. And not only this there is no one word that you are made of that is going to reach this level in isolation. All the words you are made of evolve together. But ‘awareness’ is like the engine behind the creation of what needs to happen next to evolve you. Once you are aware of something, you need more. And this takes us back to the basic hunger for the Fountain that is temporarily fed by the spiritual path to truth until we are ready. The path to the truth about who Tahl is, who we are, what’s going on ends when you figure it all out and the last thing you need to do is find and integrate with your twin. All this is to say that the awareness of variety is the food at this very high level, but it’s still teachings and not the Fountain. There is a lot of variety in the soul mates that have been our stepping stones. Our minds are learning by comparing the differences we are very conscious of at the higher level. We have a list that seems to have control of us. We can’t compromise anymore. And on that is the magic.”

“One of the signs of what it means to be integrated with your twin?” Michael asked knowing the answer already.

“Yes, one of the signs.”

“So how do you know…”

“The magic doesn’t stop,” Dahlia interrupted, knowing the question already.